Today is the 1st of the month. Yay. Rent day. Always a headache. Good bye money. Why must I have to pay someone to live somewhere. When did this begin to happen for us that seek shelter. In what point of time in the history of man did seine decide, "let's charge rent!". I'm sure it wasn't in the form on monetary comenasation at that time. Perhaps it was the trophy remains of vanquished enemies. Perhaps it was a Davy Crocket style racoon tail hat but more in the form of a pair of camel hump ear muffs to travel across the cold gobo desert.
Roommate is supposed to move out today and a new one move in. However its nearly afternoon and the process has not yet started. Headache. Then, as they move in and out I have to worry about my feline company escaping or becoming stressed out on new scents and pissing all over everything. Headache.
Still an emptiness in my heart. Who knew that would be a headache? Girls used to throw themselves at me and then I'd throw them right off. I feel I've ruined every good chance at love. Headache. Mind is plagued with should've could've would'ves. I don't mind the chase or the feeling out process but it's such a headache to go through. Learning to understand someone else. Figuring out another persons qualities and short comings. Adapting to their personality. Headaches galore.
Job opportunities are within a fingertips grasp, however, online applications that crash 20 minutes through; headaches. Multiple interviewes for entry level under 10 dollars an hour jobs; headaches. Juggling two or even three occupations in your already busy schedule because god forbid anyone give you full time hours; headaches.
No Tylenol can cure these stress induced head pounding ailments. Only outcomes. Good or bad. At least you know what happens.
Life is still exciting for new possibilities and adventures. It's just the work getting there that gives you them headache bummers.
